11.12.22

The Crazymaker 

 Afterall the fatique despues 
the visions blended from 
a myriad of testaments 
and still after that 
but in the before 
where a silent witness 
that is me and not me 
because you said so, 
I look entirely different 
frowning and sluggish 
more barren than Zahkariah's woman 
perched near a stove 
and her dirty floors, 
no one knows this pain 
quite like I do. Not a soul 
but the before me knows 
anything at all has happened 
between the many days 
that measure the building 
of the pyramid 
where entombed is my heart 
still beating 
down there in the dark 
but just barely.