Well this is the whole point of "believers" versus non. You cannot fit a square peg however into a round hole hahaha.
Joe Green banned me from the site however because I returned to tell him not to 'demolish' everything in his fit of anger at me questioning the motives of his best friend in asking me a question about 'Zionism'. Like I said, fine by me, ask away. But don't censor my answer to it or hide it away somewhere. Which is what Tim Smith did, not Joe Green. Joe however did the dirty work and banned me entirely. Oh for cryin' out loud, as if I didn't already write that into this stupid and sordid script.
People who throw around concepts like Heidegger and Neitschze and don't know what Zionism is? Come on now.
My crime? Daring to stand up and say, "Why did you ask that then if you didn't want the answer?"
It will be one of the great unsolved mysteries of my life.
Creative jealousy? I don't think so. What I think is his best friend just hates the whole idea of God and therefore can never truly leave me to state otherwise.
You know, that poem about Regina and Tom? Well, Tim put a note at the bottom of that one regarding 'whores'...some obscure reference to another Regina in another poem perhaps but huh? It is pretty obvious that I am writing about very good people in that poem and then Tim Smith writes something about a 'whore' below it? I didn't even react to that but just couldn't take another hit on God even if it was two of my best supporters who have for three years been entirely supportive of my work. That is, supportive up until the time I went through this thing called recovery which I credit entirely to God and my faith in same. Oddly enough, you find that during the years of 'intoxication' you were willing to put up with so much more.
You know, I want to see so many people on Judgement Day Radi and I do not want to see them headed 'the other way'. Joe is one of them. It is only too bad he doesn't see this.
And of course, I want to see you too hahaha. And I definitely want us both to see a few others like mom and dad. And I want that to be in the nice place, not the firey one.
Islam REQUIRES a person to believe in this. It is not only mandatory but it is what makes the whole clock tick. And people who do not believe in either one, God or Judgement Day, simply do not get the reward of paradise and why should they? The Quran says exactly this when it states, "Do you think a believer is equal to a non believer?"
Of course not. And justice isn't blind and demonic possession doesn't look like Linda Blair with her head spinning around. The 'shaitans' inhabit people all over the place and truly, whisper sweet nothings into their ears constantly. If only people knew how bogus things like The Exorcist are. If only people knew how important it is to rid oneself of those damn shaitans...had the courage to do so. Thing is, those shaitans really do bite when you piss them off and I'm living proof. I've got tooth marks all over my poor wounded little soul.
Well I had to go do some dective work to find out what is behind the scenes - always a bit tough as things move or are deleted. Of interest that quotes from your letter are appearing on the board. I did not see that you had been banned but that could be something that is not transparent to visitors. Just a few words of wisdom from some one (I don't know who) smarter than I. None so blind as those who will not see.
You are right. I'm over it more or less. I'll truly miss my 'team' and I just hate taking the advice of my book. My book says that you will go crazy trying...so don't. Don't try. I can't help it though that some people are so important to me that I want to just shake them and tell them...wake up! You are already in purgatory but no one bothered to tell you and you didn't bother to read the last chapter of the story. When it is finished, you don't get a second chance to change your mind. And life is actually very short....compared to the 18 billion years the planet has existed...60 or 80 years is a blink in which to wait patiently and perservere. And hell...have fun according to certain limitations. Imagine, on Oprah almost everyday I see people finally figuring out that they should have taught their kids some rules and enforced them. Should have protected their women and their marriages. Should of done a lot of things and now society has to waste most of its time cleaning up after people who just don't listen. Worse, it is big business this 'self help' cleaning up business.
People who make money motivating and self helping others completely to death and all the while never asking God for some good advice.
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Which is why the Bahai thing appeals to me. One way after another - what way fits you as long as it is a path to God
Well this is the whole point of "believers" versus non. You cannot fit a square peg however into a round hole hahaha.
Joe Green banned me from the site however because I returned to tell him not to 'demolish' everything in his fit of anger at me questioning the motives of his best friend in asking me a question about 'Zionism'. Like I said, fine by me, ask away. But don't censor my answer to it or hide it away somewhere. Which is what Tim Smith did, not Joe Green. Joe however did the dirty work and banned me entirely. Oh for cryin' out loud, as if I didn't already write that into this stupid and sordid script.
People who throw around concepts like Heidegger and Neitschze and don't know what Zionism is? Come on now.
My crime? Daring to stand up and say, "Why did you ask that then if you didn't want the answer?"
It will be one of the great unsolved mysteries of my life.
Creative jealousy? I don't think so. What I think is his best friend just hates the whole idea of God and therefore can never truly leave me to state otherwise.
You know, that poem about Regina and Tom? Well, Tim put a note at the bottom of that one regarding 'whores'...some obscure reference to another Regina in another poem perhaps but huh? It is pretty obvious that I am writing about very good people in that poem and then Tim Smith writes something about a 'whore' below it? I didn't even react to that but just couldn't take another hit on God even if it was two of my best supporters who have for three years been entirely supportive of my work. That is, supportive up until the time I went through this thing called recovery which I credit entirely to God and my faith in same. Oddly enough, you find that during the years of 'intoxication' you were willing to put up with so much more.
How incredibly sad it all is.
You know, I want to see so many people on Judgement Day Radi and I do not want to see them headed 'the other way'. Joe is one of them. It is only too bad he doesn't see this.
And of course, I want to see you too hahaha. And I definitely want us both to see a few others like mom and dad. And I want that to be in the nice place, not the firey one.
Islam REQUIRES a person to believe in this. It is not only mandatory but it is what makes the whole clock tick. And people who do not believe in either one, God or Judgement Day, simply do not get the reward of paradise and why should they? The Quran says exactly this when it states, "Do you think a believer is equal to a non believer?"
Of course not. And justice isn't blind and demonic possession doesn't look like Linda Blair with her head spinning around. The 'shaitans' inhabit people all over the place and truly, whisper sweet nothings into their ears constantly. If only people knew how bogus things like The Exorcist are. If only people knew how important it is to rid oneself of those damn shaitans...had the courage to do so. Thing is, those shaitans really do bite when you piss them off and I'm living proof. I've got tooth marks all over my poor wounded little soul.
:) And I ain't kidding.
Well I had to go do some dective work to find out what is behind the scenes - always a bit tough as things move or are deleted. Of interest that quotes from your letter are appearing on the board. I did not see that you had been banned but that could be something that is not transparent to visitors.
Just a few words of wisdom from some one (I don't know who) smarter than I.
None so blind as those who will not see.
Do not cast pearls before swine.
As always love and support.
R.
You are right. I'm over it more or less. I'll truly miss my 'team' and I just hate taking the advice of my book. My book says that you will go crazy trying...so don't. Don't try. I can't help it though that some people are so important to me that I want to just shake them and tell them...wake up! You are already in purgatory but no one bothered to tell you and you didn't bother to read the last chapter of the story. When it is finished, you don't get a second chance to change your mind. And life is actually very short....compared to the 18 billion years the planet has existed...60 or 80 years is a blink in which to wait patiently and perservere. And hell...have fun according to certain limitations. Imagine, on Oprah almost everyday I see people finally figuring out that they should have taught their kids some rules and enforced them. Should have protected their women and their marriages. Should of done a lot of things and now society has to waste most of its time cleaning up after people who just don't listen. Worse, it is big business this 'self help' cleaning up business.
People who make money motivating and self helping others completely to death and all the while never asking God for some good advice.
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